Deafness

by: Julie-Anne Wideman

I am going crazy!
Some say I am already there
Craziness is fun
But only when I am in control

It constantly seems like I don’t have any control lately
I want it back
But do I really need it?

Confusing messages
My head says what I want to do in an audible voice
My body loudly tells me what would be healthy
Yet it is my heart that screams
in a still small voice what I really need

It is my heart I have trouble hearing